我會慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等
慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 等上線 的鈴聲
慢慢等 等到我都睡著了 耐心等只為了心動那一刻

饭团之家 song :)

陳思涵 - 雨不停

作詞/作曲：思涵(CSHA)

窗外下著雨
敲打著冰冷空氣
好像說著你我
早已全都沒有關係

心冷頭暈手很冰
渴望被溫暖握緊
但我繼續假裝
假裝我不在意

誰說是錯的時間
錯的空間那不是絕對
我不想去管去猜
能不能愛了就不後悔

我一直愛著過去 愛著你
而我的淚就好像雨從不會停
不想要再去壓抑我的心
那些曾經 我選擇相信

窗外下著雨
敲打著冰冷空氣
好像說著你我
早已全都沒有關係

心冷頭暈手很冰
渴望被溫暖握緊
但我繼續假裝
假裝我不在意

誰說是錯的時間
錯的空間那不是絕對
我不想去管去猜
能不能愛了就不後悔

我一直愛著過去 愛著你
而我的淚就好像雨從不會停
不想要再去壓抑我的心
那些曾經 我選擇相信

我一直愛著過去 愛著你
而我的淚就好像雨從不會停
不想要再去壓抑
就算 回憶 繼續撕裂我的心
用盡力氣也無法喘息
傾盆大雨永遠不會停

感人的台语歌。 i think i discovered this song while listening to his album while studying near darling harbour in first year, enjoying the breeze.

唱现场不容易，所以我觉得已经很棒了。

你是我的树头
词/曲：萧闳仁

甲你作伴已经归落冬
想要了解你的话 通也不通
离开以后 才知影孤单
搁想要看着你的影

假如时间会冻搁返去一摆
我会将你擦掉目屎
那是过去 未冻搁重来
亲爱的你 咁可以
搁会冻乎我牵着你的手

你是我的生命 你是我的树头
甲你作伴 跟你脚步 爱只有我才知影
你是我的生命 你是我的树头
你的爱 我永远拢知
我会甲你的手 牵着着
甲你牵着着

你是我的生命 你是我的树头
甲你作伴 跟你脚步 爱只有我才知影

best day ever.

professor brett hambly told me, 'if you ever need any recommendations, or want a good honours project in pathology, don't hesitate to come and find me, i'll remember you.'

OH. MY. GOD.

i watched the latest episode of greys yesterday.

cristina yang, said "I miss my dad" with such grief and heartbreak i could feel the pain.

i dreamt about you during an afternoon nap. in the dream i wasn't conscious of any reality it all seemed like natural. surreal.
if not i would have dragged the dream so it wouldn't end.
i was financially abled and wanted to treat you to a good meal outside,
but you wanted to try on nicer clothes before going.
somehow everyone was sleeping.
then you wanted me to get you some makeup stuffs downstairs,
i knew nothing about these but was ready to go out
then i woke up.

what if deja vu works everytime?

happy mother's day, mom. another year on.

"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

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was listening to this old song this morning, never paid attention to the lyrics because her voice was so charming.
泪，不自觉地淌下。太贴切了。太真实。太清晰。
有人说过，思念一个人，就是要时不时地想起她，挂念她，她在另一个世界才能得到我们的爱。而不是空着不去想。

i wished you're here to see what i'm doing.

i wished im the one receiving random calls from home asking me random questions without agenda. other people takes it for granted. i knew i'd never. even if i'm not what i am now.

"I love you, too much to make you stay; baby, fly away"