Top company to work for in 2007

Wow it's saturday already. It's been an amazing week for me, 'cos I'm like officially employed for a full time job for the first time in my life. The 2nd interview before I got the job, was a smooth one, no hiccups at all. They didn't have any bad impression on me; I wore quite formal on that day. the GM then said 'I think you're good, you're in!' WAh. I didn't know how to react- I thought they're supposed to be informing me with a call while i wait for the agonising few days. Then i said,' Wow. This is like American Idol, haha' jokingly. They all laughed and said 'Welcome to hollywood!' I was like 'erm, %@#$!!%' rolling the invisible eyeballs in my mind. Haha, it was fun. The working days that followed was interesting, met new people, made new friends. I think a good job, is one that when you wake up every morning feeling happy and looking forward to seeing the colleagues. And maybe this is it. It's an eye-opener, to see people of every kind. Of course, there are black sheeps, but I'll just need to deal with it like how i survived army. During the briefing, they say most of us are chosen because of our smiles. THAT really made my day. But it was a problem too. Because in school and army, when I'm having a neutral expression on my face, people think i'm angry or feeling down. So i'm hoping it doesn't happen in the work place. haha. :)

The Singapore Flyer looks very very impressive up close. All the behind-the-scene planning, management, ticketings are really carefully done to make sure it'll be a success. It was the first time I had a feel of what it's like having meeting in a work place. It's a totally different experience from lectures. The meeting room had the most comfortable office chairs, large LCD screens for powerpoint, furnished with nice long tables. WOW.

Hmm. And i got myself a haircut before Chinese New Year. It felt cooler. 新的一年新的开始。 今天看到了水明。路过碰巧遇见他。他还是一样的随和，有那种大哥的气派。但是带有一点盛气凌人的feel.　哈哈。说道遇见老朋友，真的让我很心烦。怎么最近我遇见这么多的中学，初院，甚至是兵营里认识的朋友，都认不得我了？想要跟他们打个招呼的那一瞬间，他们一个个可以当作没看到我还是旁边突然有东西吸引他们过去看的。是我的问题还是他们的？又不是说我很不友善。我也没有摆个臭脸，让他们退避的理由。还是我从初院到现在的转变太大了呢。真的搞不清楚状况。哈哈。转变也是好的，不是吗。

Amei的歌，小寒的词。这首歌写的真棒。《平常心》。骄傲的心，生气的心，伤心，每天面对的是好多好多的挫折，兴奋。但是真的需要用一种平常心来对待人生那么多的obstacles。活了二十年，也应该得到很多教训。虽然不是很久，但也足够让我体会到什么叫做谦虚，处事待人的大道理。平常心，好重要噢。

街道靜的刺耳　夜被路燈染色
趁感傷醒來前　先上車　不會不捨
承認我是弱者　不敢再對愛假設
我真的累得　不想再拉扯

*我尋找的平靜　是我將來看電影
帶著一顆平常心　不必為誰心碎閉上眼睛
我需要的平靜　是敢回頭看曾經
那些為愛患得患失的情景
我選擇忘記

我不懂得取捨　才讓心痛堆著
找得到前些年的快樂　只是偶爾
回憶是個誘餌　是來叫我回去的
要傷能癒合　我非走不可